my innermost thoughts

hmmm….. now i know why gowns are so expensive…. wel, its because of the cloth and… my gosh beadwork!!!! yez mah friends, beadwork is such a tiresome work… why am i saying this? its because i’ve experienced beadworking for about 4 days!!! hehehe…. kapoie jud kaau sah! az in jud… dli nlng kwentahon ang sakit sa likod ug tudlo… hehehe… wel, its worth it naman pud… bhalag m.ingon mo nga luv my own q but my costumer was quiet satisfyd with my work… hehehe… she paid me 300 pesos…. and chancharanan!!!…. i bought myself a pair of pants out of it… hehehe…. nindot d.i ang feeling nga mkapalit ka ug butang gkan sa imo hinaguan… hehehe…. bcn sumday, mgtukod n q ug boutique with my mom as the sastre… hehehe… unta mtupad… hehehehe….

- i made three blogs ds day ncuding ds one… hmm…last tym, i poured out my depression. but just last month, my father gave us a news(aq n lng ‘to).. after that, a fresh new hope came to us… lyf indeed is wonderful (contrary to what i sed last tym.. hehe)…. hopefully, nxt sem, im going to be bz agen… hehehe.. in d meantym, mgptambok anay q pra mkpanukad.. hehehe… cge oie.. dri nlng ku2b.. ala rb q allowance pa.. wa nq wawart… hehehe….

          -if there’s one thing that i could compare with friends, it would be trees. they grow with you. in order for friendship to grow, you need to plant it with love and care, waterit with trust and respect, fertilize itwith encouraging wordsand protect it from breaking apart.

          -just like the branches of a tree, their willing hands stick out to help you when you’re down. like themighty trunk of a tree, friends act like a strong fortressto protect you from the rain oftroubles andstorm of obstacles. moreover, they shade you from the heat of rumors and insults.

          -trees have an unusual way of adaptingto their environment; and so are friends.whenever you are in your high spirits, they would respond by giving you that priceless smiles and sheer laughter - like the bloomingof a tree’s flowers and leaves during springtime. when you’re in deep grief and sorrow, they would give you that sympathetic hug ang reassuring tap on the shoulder - similar to the falling of leaves during autumn. trees don’t talk and they don’t move, literally. friends could be like that. when you’re confused and troubled, theywould just sit beside you, keep you company, listen to what your ailing heart says without interrupting you.

         -friends and trees share remarkable characteristics. a true friend would give up everything, even his own life, just to see you happy - similar to a tree being torn to death to be used as a lumber. you may strike them with your sharp words and walk away from them yet they would remain on the spot where you’ve left them. just like a tree, they could be passive - endures everything without resistance.

        - indeed, friends are like trees.

Sitting by the window

Looking beyond the world

I saw two lovely birds

Flying ’round the treetop.

After that fateful day

I started to wait

Awaiting the beautiful scene

Of the two creations I have seen.

But rainy days has come

My pent-up bitterness has begun

The picturesqueview is gone

So with the happiness in my heart.

Although the sun did shine again

Lonliness still lingers on

I never again sawthe birds

Resting lazily in their nest.

Now I’ve come to realize

That things do change

The birds that I have lost

Will never come back again.