my innermost thoughts

juz ds morning, i was on my way to skul… as usual, i hav to go to the terminal to ride a multicab… it took almost 15 min. of waiting before the vehicle started to get on its way.. i noticed that the driver is somewhat bongol… wen at last i caught a glimpse of my beloved skul, i told the driver to take me to an. sci. because walking wud only mek me late.. i saw me nod twice… wen we were olridy at the guard post, i moved nearer to the driver and trold him to take me to an. sci. again..he first went to home sci and stopped… nhibulong q kay wala may mhunong… i told him again dt my destination was an. sci (forthe 3rd tym!!!)… to my astonishment, he began to get mad at me.. he told me:"m.ingon pa lng ka daan dai, wa n lng unta q msud..!!!"… it started to irritate me, thinking dt dr was also a passenger hus destination was the admin, it was unfair…wat rily pissed me off is dt he kept on glancing at me in his rearview mirror, staring at me with mad eyes.. i begun to yawyaw because i was olridy very late!!!! so i told him:"msugot rb ka mga msud ta… ayaw cge yaw2 dha noy!!! kna ky ngpasud, mplete jud q ug tarung!!…. dha nlng q ihunong sa ihk!!!"… i know wat i did was very rude, but he kept on murmuring and staring at me… wen we were olridy at the ihk, he stopped and told me dt the ride was for free…(free tuod but pirte pud niang yaw2!!!!!!)… i gave him my fare but he wont get it.. we started to argue… he gave me again that killing stare… so i said:"aw… bhala ka dha noy ug di ka mdawat sq plete!!! salamat sa pgp.late nimo nq ug sa sapot!!!!" and immediately went on my way…. gggrrrr!!!!!… i swear.. if ever i saw again that stupid driver, bahalag mlate q bsta di lng q makunsemisyon!!!

…. definitely confusing!!! hahahahaha… well, partly true and partly not… confusing jud diay!!!  hehehehe… many pipol wud say that i have this maldita character in me. well, i dont blame them but wat they see is not wat they get… i may seem supersuplada but naa pud sa lugar… get wat i mean??? hehheheh…m.andar ra mn aq kmaldita if sum1 will provoke me.. others say that sa dagway pa lang daw nq daan, klaro nah…duh!! the hell i care… hehehehe… dr was ds one tym  that ds "maldita" issue hit me… ol the lil kids in our neighborhood were in our house, playing … dn, the moment they saw me, they scampered away with the words "dali na mo oie!! naa na c ate maldita!! kasab.an ta ana…" hehehehe… poor kids… i must’ve scared them to death… but later,  i thought, am i rily dt rude???!!!… i ask mah friends bwt it and they say that my character   makes me of wat am truly am.. (hmmm… sus.. kung di p lng amiga, im sure glibak nq… hekhekhek..)…. but wat rily pisses me off is that sum pipol hu hardly know me, even dos hu have only seen me once or twice, wud definitely say that i am MALDITA!!! whew!!! wat a heck!!! well, i rily dont cre bwt them… i still have dt soft syd in me… swerte ang mga taw nga nakakita sa aq positive syd… naks!!! (hehehehe… ng.self pity n mn q)… duh!! ol i know is im doing mah own thing and wala akong inaapakan na tao… bow!!!

hehehehe…. one tym, my devcom classmates decided to wear eyeliner to skul… hehehehe… one of our teachers remarked to our "memorandum" and said that sumthing weird is going on… hehehehe.. she even sed insecure dw xa…hekhekhek… and wat suprises me is dt my brothers as well asmy youngest sister is wearing eyeliner… they say it’s essential in wat they call emo…hehehehe… emo or not, wearing eyeliner is definitely coooolllll….. heheheheh…