i’ve got to move on….
i’ve bin away from the real world for quiet a while… it’s because i chose to detached myself from all the things dt would just give me pain… ryt now, i’m still in this deep ditch and i don’t when am i gonna swerve on the right track… maybe i’m just talking in riddles.. yes, i just want to kip it a secret… the pipol hu knows about mah problem r those i treat as family… as i look back into the pages of my history, i’ve noticed that i’ve done so many mistakes and triumphs which i failed to see…a friend of mine told me dt problems are blessings in dsguise but sumtyms i wonder why fate wud give blessings in a hurtful way…
i tried to cry but then tears won’t fall… it’s as if my eyes are tired of crying…
whenever i see myself in the mirror, i gave myself a fake smyl becoz i know dt dip insyd, my heart is breaking into pieces… whenever i hear pipol laughing, i would immediately walk away becoz envy would struck me….
maybe i’ve bin a bad, bad girl after all.. dt is why, i have this obstacles to endure… maybe….
i now realized dt i’ve got to move on… this things force me to see lyf the other way around… such a sad realization for me….
